{"id":431,"date":"2022-10-11T13:30:39","date_gmt":"2022-10-11T11:30:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/?p=431"},"modified":"2022-10-11T13:30:40","modified_gmt":"2022-10-11T11:30:40","slug":"4-years-ago-today","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/2022\/10\/11\/4-years-ago-today\/","title":{"rendered":"4 years ago today"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Four years ago today, I started as a PhD student at <a href=\"https:\/\/en.uit.no\/startsida\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/en.uit.no\/startsida\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">UiT The Arctic University of Norway<\/a>. I&#8217;d gotten a 4-year leave-of-absence from my job as academic librarian at <a href=\"https:\/\/www.inn.no\/english\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Inland Norway University of Applied Sciences<\/a>. Everything was new, exciting, and quite frankly, a bit scary. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We looked like this&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0526-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-432\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0526-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0526-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0526-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0526-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0526-2048x1536.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>and our research plan looked like this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0531-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-434\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0531-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0531-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0531-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0531-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/158\/2022\/10\/IMG_0531-2048x1536.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>We&#8217;re still the same team and parts of the research plan vaguely resemble what we actually ended up with!  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I didn&#8217;t know what it would be like to be a PhD student when I started and I worried that I was in over my head. I lacked self-confidence and couldn&#8217;t imagine ever being able to complete the research within the 4-year time frame. There was so much to learn! I didn&#8217;t know how to do the analyses that would be required and I dreaded having to defend my research at the end. There were a lot of tears the first 3-4 months before I got on track, but I couldn&#8217;t quit. I&#8217;d rented out my home farther south and another librarian was hired to replace me. Without a job or a home, I couldn&#8217;t return, despite sometimes wanting to give up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But thanks to the courses I&#8217;ve taken and thanks especially to my wonderful team, I gradually acquired the research skills and the confidence to complete my PhD. I ended up submitting my dissertation before the 4-year deadline, which meant that I didn&#8217;t have to complete the research on my own time, without pay.  As for the defense, I&#8217;m not dreading it as much as before &#8211; I&#8217;m actually looking forward to it in some ways. I never thought I&#8217;d say that!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So now is waiting time. I&#8217;m eagerly awaiting the committee&#8217;s verdict. Is my dissertation worthy of defense? In addition, I&#8217;m waiting to hear from a journal about publishing my (our) last article. In the meantime, I&#8217;m putting together a presentation for the defense and practicing possible questions from opponents with flashcards. Last but not least, I&#8217;m planning the party! (Thanks for your help with this, Helene and Marit! \ud83d\ude42   ) <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I should get the results from the committee within the next two weeks, so my next post will be soon. \ud83d\ude42 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Four years ago today, I started as a PhD student at UiT The Arctic University of Norway. I&#8217;d gotten a 4-year leave-of-absence from my job as academic librarian at Inland Norway University of Applied Sciences. Everything was new, exciting, and quite frankly, a bit scary. We looked like this&#8230; and our research plan looked like &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/2022\/10\/11\/4-years-ago-today\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">4 years ago today<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":260,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-431","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"featured_image_src":"","featured_image_src_square":false,"author_info":{"display_name":"Ellen Nierenberg","author_link":"https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/author\/ellen-nierenberg\/"},"rbea_author_info":{"display_name":"Ellen Nierenberg","author_link":"https:\/\/blogg.uit.no\/eni081\/author\/ellen-nierenberg\/"},"rbea_excerpt_info":"Four years ago today, I started as a PhD student at UiT The Arctic University of Norway. 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